Written by Kunjika Thakral
The waves came along with the breeze
Numbs my body and makes my soul seize.
Entangled by my own thoughts
Fighting within, the inner riots
Chained myself around me
Nothing good or bad to see.
Frustrated and annoyed
Breaking down by my own void
Seeking escape through anger
Won’t bring peace any longer.
As I get more bitter,
I know nothing will get better.
Neither hesitating nor terrified
Losing everyone on my side
Can’t keep myself together
Even from all the strength I gather.
Hopes dissipated in the mess
Towards the end, or so I guess.
Trying again is no longer in me
Even in the future, I can’t see me be free.
I wish the day it all began
I would’ve left everything and ran
Not even wishing it could all get better.