Enormous Silences Between Us Beyond the Panorama June 15, 2021

Enormous Silences Between Us

Written by Bella Fernandes


Its been a while since I finally 

Accepted the end.

But my heart cries everytime 

I think of how we ended 

Our beautiful journey.

And if I could go back in time,

I wish I could tell you,

How I waited for so long,

Not because my heart craved for

Your love but some corner of my

Heart believed the good in you.

The last time I held your hand,

I knew the end was near 

And I walked away not because 

You stopped wanting me,

But because I no longer loved 

Myself by loving you.

My heart often splits open,

When my thoughts travel back,

To the days when you held me tight

And we kissed under the star filled sky.

I guess we didn’t belong with each other

But somehow I felt safe around you.

Which let me unlock my best version before you.

You didn’t fight for me

And that showed we weren’t meant to be.


Bella Fernandes
Bella Fernandes

Bella is an avid storyteller and poet, crafting new experiences, and writing them down for the world to read.

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